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Sunday, February 1st, 2004
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Friday, January 23rd, 2004
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FIRSTS
First screen name: sev0987
First piercing/tattoo: ear whole number 1
First credit card: i have a bank card with a visa on it.. first one?
First enemy: rachel something in 4th grade
First concert: basktreet boys.. and they sucked
First musician you remember hearing in your house: petter tosh
LASTS
Last big car ride: orlando, sistas house last weekend
Last kiss: last wednesday, kevin myles.. i guess i do kiss and tell
Last library book: jack london, tuesday
Last movie seen: paulie
In the theatre: lord of the ring: return of the king
Last food consumed: ramen creamy chicken
Last phone call: jamie
Last CD played: incubus in algebra 2 7th period today
Last annoyance: my dog, right now
Last soda drank: pepsi vanilla
Last time scolded: ?
Last website visited: before here, deadjournal
SHORT ANSWER
I AM: sam
I WANT: go out
I HAVE: a ring
I WISH: i was out of the house
I HATE: school
I FEAR: school
I HEAR: the buzzing of the computer monitor
I WONDER: how jenna's mri went, really i do
I LOVE: nothing
I ACHE: in my mind of course
I ALWAYS: shower when i'm cold
I AM NOT: showering right now yet i am still cold
I DANCE: in the hallways when i pass courtney
I SING: never cuz i can't really do it that well
I CRY: wheni feel like it biotch
I AM NOT ALWAYS: skinny
I WRITE: in my journal
I WIN: never
I LOSE: money
I CONFUSE: myself
I NEED: a car
I SHOULD: smack you upside the head
YES or NO
YOU KEEP A DIARY: nope.. just this
YOU LIKE TO COOK: no
YOU HAVE A SECRET YOU HAVEN'T SHARED WITH ANYONE: yea.. everyone does
DO YOU...?
HAVE A CRUSH: sure.. but i'm trying to get over all that crap.. its gay
WANT TO GET MARRIED: neverrrrrr
GET MOTION SICKNESS: on a boat sometimes but i get over it
THINK YOURE A HEALTH FREAK: no
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS: i tryu but i usually fail and so do thay
LIKE THUNDERSTORMS: sure
CURRENT HAIR COLOR: dark brown, it said so on the box i used to die it
BIRTHPLACE: ATL BABAYYYY!
FAVORITES
NUMBER: 23
COLOR: red
DAY: saturday
MONTH: april
SONG(S): nada 1..i like everything in music equally
SEASON: spring
DRINK: pepsi vanilla
PREFERENCES
CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT: whatever strikes my fancy
CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE: hot chocolate
MILK, DARK OR WHITE CHOCOLATE: milk
VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE: vanilla
IN THE LAST DAY, HAVE YOU...
CRIED? yes
HELPED SOMEONE? maybe?
BOUGHT SOMETHING? a purse
GOTTEN SICK? yep
GONE TO THE MOVIES? nope
GONE OUT FOR DINNER? nope
SAID 'i love you'?: yep
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER: no
TALKED TO AN EX?: yep
MISSED AN EX?: definetly not
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL?: yeaaaa
HAD A SERIOUS TALK?: yep
MISSED SOMEONE?: yea
HUGGED SOMEONE?: yea
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND?: no
WOULD YOU EVER:
Eat a bug?: hell yea
Bungee jump?: yea
Kill someone?: yea i would but in a defensive way
Parachute from a plane?: yea
Walk on hot coals?: yea that would hurt tho
Go out with someone for their looks?: yea.. their personality can follow
Be a vegetarian?: hell no
Wear plaid with stripes?: no
IM a stranger?: yeah
Sing Karaoke?: yea
Get drunk off your Ass?: done it before, it wouldn't be anything new?
Shoplift?: done that before too
Run a red light?: yea
Star in a porn video?: no way
Dye your hair blue?: no
Be on Survivor?: yea!
Wear makeup in public?: yea
Not wear makeup in public?: yea
Cheat on a test?: yea
Make someone cry?: yea
Date someone more than 10 years older than you?: yea
Stay up all night?: yea but i'd fall asleep
the end..
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Wednesday, January 21st, 2004
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mandy texted messaged me today.. mandy you are so freakin lovely..
my old/brand fucking new phone broke over the weekend.. that makes it a good 15th phone i've had since 7th grade.. geez.. well i got a new one its the motorola v60i.. its weird not having a nokia.. but whateva
my good friend julian is going to military school in febuary.. it's really depressing because he's a good kid.. but what can you do.. he messed up and now he's gotta pay the piper.. even tho he really didn't do anything..
i think on friday i'm gunna hang out at shadowood.. maybe.. no prolly not.. ok i'm out.. bye
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Saturday, January 17th, 2004
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last night was amazing.. i got to go out for the first time in 5 weeks without a parent around lol.. but i had to be home by 11 and i was.. i hung out with paige and alex we went to the mall i had a few shots of bacardi with my girl kizzy at mrs fields bought some stogs tried on a dress at burdines with alex and i was on my way...we went to alex's house and boy i have never seen so many color coorodinated things by alphabet in my life.. then alex picked jessica page up cuz she's amazing.. then we went to get our weed but that was a waste of a night and i didn't understand it at all.. had to pick up allyson and danielle which kinda sucked.. lol.. danielle is cool but allyson is stupid and i don't like her too much.. she's always thinkin she's this wonderful person and i hate that.. but whatever.. jessica bought me dairy queen a fucking banana split which was fucking awesome.. omg it was soo fucking good.. we drove around smoked a blunt then everyone went home and now i'm here awake and yet still kinda tired..
so wednesday kevin was all like hey lets go on a date on friday so of course i said ok.. well friday roles around and he fucking ditches me.. yep he sure did.. no one has ever said hey lets go on a DATE and then said well i'm gunna go hang out with my friends tonight like he did.. but i guess theres a first time for everything... and me being stupid called him in the night and said hey, i thought we were hangin out tonight and he was just like well i guess not.. i hate guys yo they are such fucking assholes.. and people wonder why women turn lesbian.. hmm i fucking wonder.. i guess i just attract these fucking losers.. but hey it happens.. and if i hadn't had a feeling he was gunna do that then i wouldn't have ended up doing anything last night.. the first night of me being not grounded.. i would've waited to hang out with him like a loser.... how did i know he was gunna do it tho.. thats kinda bad me already knowing exactly how he is.. what a surprise.. well i got my kevin fase out of my system.. thank god... i mean hey sure i still got a thing for him duh.. but i don't wanna date him.. no
god that whole experience brought my security level to about -5 billions.. ehh whatever.. i was already insecure.. but now i'm just a little bit more insecure.. whateva!
well i'm off i guess nothing else to write.. adios
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Thursday, January 8th, 2004
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im on my stepmoms labtop it's not that cool.. lol.. she doesn't kno i'm on it.. shhh... its kinda cool i guess cuz i could watch tv and type.. wait i'm gunna go do it hold on...
wooo dsl wirless and tv rocks.. ahh its makin a weird noise.. ok i fixed it.. full house and labtop.. woooo...
ok well today was in fact my first day at spanish river it was ok.. they wouldn't let me start yesterday.. god knows why.. but it was ok.. i was supposed to meet tine at lunch and i waited for a little but ihad to fix my schedule cuz they put me in a lower level english class, they didn't add my art class in and i was in drivers ed.. so they ut me in regular english, pshycology and my art class.. goodright.. it took a total of 3 hours.. no it took like 15 minutes but geez they make it difficult lol.. sorry tina even tho you won't see this lol.. tomorrow i will be there.. anyways..
i'm still grounded and tomorrow will make 4 weeks.. i'm soooo stupid its unbelievable..
i didn't see danny(hottness) or anita at school but i'm sure i will eventually.. i talked to one of the girls on the basketball team and i might be joining if the coach says its not TOOOOOO late and i'm gunna do track.. wooo.. lol.... my art teacher is amazing and shes been helpin me a lot..
so much for watching tv and labtop dad came.. took the control.. news time.. sorry real world.... (i changed the channel without telling you)
well so far the only person i've talked to from ohhs is jenna online.. for liek 5 minutes.... i miss my people..
this thing is getting boring..
me and my dad made an agreement that if i keep up my grades he'll get me a car in april.. i'm holding him to that.. i hope hes not pullin my leg..
well im done i'll chat with you later.. adios muchachos
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Wednesday, January 7th, 2004
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wow i feel like its so late.. everyones at school and i'm.. not.. today is going to be my first day ot spanish river.. i'm not excited.. but my hair is lookin pretty good and i'm kinda wondering if anyone i know will be in my classes.. prolly not but who knows... i hope i make some friends today.. maybe?... i remember how i made friends 9th grade i was like hey.. can i sit with you guys at lunch?.. remember jenna and jessica.. lol.. then i met paige and so on.. they were so nice to me and i appreciate it.. now i'm leaving it's so weird..
well i think i have to go put some shoezies on.. can't be barefooted.. woo.. k.. bye
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Thursday, January 1st, 2004
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oh lordy.. i missed the new years celebration.. lol.. i went to sleep.. whoops.. but jessica woke me up stupid bitch lol.. yea 12:20.. then i went back to sleep.. watching one hour photo.. that is one PSHYCO ASS fucking movie.. right now i'm talking to katie. i miss that girl she's never around anymore its a shame dude.. it really is.. gr..
i hate my father and i hope he dies..
i'm off.. hungry.. buh bye
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Sunday, December 28th, 2003
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its weird with matt not updating every second of the day.. my live journal feels naked.. ah
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Sunday, December 21st, 2003
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| Subject: | hmmmm |
| Time: | 10:37 pm. |
| Mood: |  accomplished. | | Music: | none.. damn it. |
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well i'm here in pt st lucie... it's been fun.. for once i was at a family gathering and i didn't drink or anything it was weird.. lol... but i did smoke weed.. which was amazing.. but not weird just different.. i was talking to my friend travis on the phone outside and he was talking to one of his friends or something and his friend was like "who are you talking to?" and travis was like "stephanie" and the dude was like "who's that?" and travis goes "my girlfriend".. now how WEIRD is that.. i mean what am i supposed to say to that.. i did reply with a "so i'm your girlfriend now" and in return he wittily(don't know if it's a word, just made it up.. maybe) said "yea..", and on top of that kevin called me to see if i wanted to hang out with him.. and i was like uhh.. i'm like an hour away.. but hey.. maybe lol.. i think he wants my body again.. but i don't have that great of a bod so it MUST be my personality.. but that couldn't possibly be it.. lol.. we've become pretty good friends.. he's awesome to hang with and of course pretty hot.. shit.. but yea i dunno what he wants.. of course.. he's such a confusing little fucker.. but he's kevin.. lol.... i tried to kiss him once i put my moves on him and what not but that didn't end up happening.. i don't think he wanted to OR he got scurred or something...
last night i had a crazy dream about travis.. i dreamt we were hanging out and it was me and him in his room and he semi raped me when i was barred up.. i don't know how it happened.. but it did.. and man.. it scarred me to death.. beyond comparison.. you just don't understand.. and travis isn't scary at all and maybe i just thought about it too much.. but is it like a sign.. i've never dreamt that about someone before and its just so scary and i don't know what to think.. i told my mom and she said to forget about him cuz thats just bad.. but, what am i supposed to do especially after what he said today.. he thinks i'm his girlfriend which i guys is ok but i mean.. i did say no.. but it's just, WEIRD.. weirdo.. i always get stuck with the prudes, the weirdos or the ones that try to use me for sex cough cough mudvayne cough... dogs..
gotta go cuz i'm tired and i gotta make my bed up and call someone so i'm not very bored while tryin to sleep.. adios..
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Thursday, December 18th, 2003
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well hmm... its cold outside.. yep.. and well i just don't think i can take it anymore.. i'm about to shoot myself.. naw.. i wouldn't..
travis rocks.. its nice to know that there are guys that can sit on the phone with you and just talk to you about anything.. it's really nice..
hey baby its cold outside...
port st lucie is in 2 days.. woooooooooooo...
school fuckin blows.. i fucking hate it.. well lets' see.. um.. i ain't really got anything to say.. peace out hoe
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Friday, December 5th, 2003
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ummmmm... my wisdom teeth are growing in like mad crazy and they are starting to hurt.. i got contacts tonight papa took me.. there's so cool i have em in and i can see the whole world.. it rocks.. my dad asked me one day if i wanted to get em and i was like hmm.. sure.?.. and we did.. holler...
tomorrow is buzz bake sale i'm soo excited... me and paige are going at like 9 in the am.. can't waiiiiiit... lol...
gotta work sunday.. 12-8.. pooo...
i love my job
well.. wednesday was katie's birthday and i forgot to call her.. i'm scared to do so infact i remembered that night but i was doing homework cuz i had just gotten home form work and it was too late.. i want to call her andlet her know i'm sorry but i just can't.. i don't know hy i forgot i never do.. but i did.. and i don't know what to say.. cuz i'm stupid and i just shoulda remembred and i didn't..
i am sooo boredddddddddddddd.. ok i'm done.. adios muchachos..
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Wednesday, December 3rd, 2003
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| Subject: | eek |
| Time: | 4:50 pm. |
| Mood: |  mellow. | | Music: | pass that dutch-missy elliot. |
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its almost time.. it's almost timmme.... that 70's show.. ooohh it's almost ti h h h i iiimmmmmmmmmme... 10 minutes
OO0ooo.. my butt's tingling with excitment..
yesterday i was very sick.. throwing up is not fun.. but it rocks when you get to stay home cuz you threw up.. butit doesn't rock when you fee like shit all day.. DAMN YOU FUCKING MANCHU WOK.. never eating there a fucking gain.. eh maybe i will.. well i'm off.. peace out my black men....and black woman, i didn't mean to be racial sorry
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Thursday, November 27th, 2003
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well lets soo... last nigh jamie came by my work while i was closing and she waited with maria and michelle while i closed... jenna called me and said she saw mikey i was so excited for jenna of course i know how much that must of meant to her.. right after jenna called me i saw bianca at the mall.. i had seen her earlier but i saw her after jenna called me.. it was weird.. so i called her and told her.. duh.. lol.. tuesday night jenna and i went to triplets.. i really don't know how to act around them lol.. it's kinda weird.. then jenna and jaime slept over which was cool... jenna left and went home then jaime and me took like 8 beers out of my dads fridge..jamie went home then paige came to get me and we went to the mall.. i drank 1 in the car and paige had 1.. i drank the rest at work with my co workers... gooood times... i found out danny just broke up with his grilfriend.. thats cool.. she was cheating or something... i still don't really like him that much anymore.. i think he's pretty gay.. still hot.. but kinda gay.. eyana thinks he MIGHT like me.. but i doubt it.. i mean who likes me.. gosh.. welli need to shower eat and straighten th hair for thanksgiving.. adios..
wephie
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Thursday, November 20th, 2003
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today was pretty fun.. went to taco bell.. then mall.. bought jenna underwear but she's gunna pay me back so it's not like i bought them.. lol... but it was still fun... went to work at 4 and that was interesting as always.. boca high's band was there which was cool cuz i got to see katie.. julian came by cuz he wanted me to go on my break so i did and we hung while he was waiting for me he decided to talk to eyana the girl i work with and he told her that he wants to date me.. i don't get that boy.. lol... HE HAS A GIRLFRIEND.. plus we already went out and it didn't work.. he got farther than kevin ever did tonight lol.. he took by bra strap off over my shirt.. i don't know how but he said he could i didn't believe him so.. he did... not fun... eh. it's not exactly farther than kevin so whatever lol.. boca high's band rocked and SANTA IS HERE!!!... so excited.. i wanted to sit on his lap but there was a big line so i didn't.. i saw this girl that goes to my school that also went out with julian.. scary... alright i'm off.. bye
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Wednesday, November 19th, 2003
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Thursday, November 13th, 2003
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| Subject: | hah |
| Time: | 3:32 pm. |
| Mood: |  exanimate. | | Music: | sublime.. not 311. |
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anyways... aww matthew looks oh so cute for his interview.. lol... well today went mighty wierdlike.. my dad picked me up in a white hummer for the south beach honeys thing he's doing.. yea people thought i was a little weird and/or a lesbian.. but hey thats ok they think that anyways.. hah.. ummmm.... well.. this weekend i might be going toorlando with my mama.. if i get off work which i probably won't but hey i can try.. jenna's got a datttteeee.... i'm so excited for her omggggg... with well.. we won't speak of that but i'm so excited and i'm not even goinggggg............... i wanna go to the mall but i don't think i can.. but i want tooooo... well i think i'm off for now.. it's almost time for tutoring and i have to do this girls reasearch paper and she's gunna give me 50 bucks!... holler back
-vazerina!
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Wednesday, November 12th, 2003
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well i redid my live journal.. i can't redo my dead journal for some reason it's being gay.. but whatever i like it how i did it.. it looks good if i may say so myself.. kinda pimpish.. i haven't talked to lauren in a while i think she might be mad at me cuz i didn't call her back yesterday about hanging out.. oh well.. i'm totally straightening my hair onight i ca't take the way it looks anmore.. i know it looks like a curly piece of shit guys.. trust me i know.. lol.. but what can i do.. oy vey... well at least the winter time will role slowly in and my straigh hair will stay.. tpnight is the play and i'm so excited about seeing sara in it.. she is the only reason i was gnna go then i found out mandy was in it and paige.. definetly didn't know that lol... well.. ummmmm... i'm kinda bored and i don't know WHAT to do with myself.. maybe a shower is in order.. yea i think so.. holler back..
-stephie wehpie
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Thursday, October 30th, 2003
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| Subject: | word |
| Time: | 6:32 pm. |
| Mood: | busy. | | Music: | 311-Unity(best song ever). |
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some people are just so gay.. you try and be nice to them and then they fuckin suck.. and i hate people that are OVERLY sarcastic all the time it gets realllllly annoying after awhile and the person i'm talking about i don't even see on a regular basis
so i get out of practice and guess who cals me.. yea thats right.. you know who i'm talking about.. or maybe you don't.. well anyways.. kevin.. the bitch thinks he can call me lol.. no i'm kidding.. but he thinks he can holler after he hasn't called for like 2 weeks and it just ain't gunna happen.. he's cool tho.. we were talkin and stuff and i kinda blew him off to hang out with allison tho but it's ok... tomorrow it halloween.. woohoooo.. i'm sooo excited.. i wish i could drive so i could drive around with my friends and stuff.. but i'm confined to allisons neighborhood cuz my dad doesn't wanna worry about me.. it's all gravy tho.. i got silly sting, alcohol, krypy, and shaving cream.. a lot.. lol... i'm so excited.. woohoo.. i have to be supergirl again tho.. but thats ok.. i'm just not gunna go to school in a costume cuz i was supergirl last year at school.. i mean i could do it but who wants to see me in that outfit again lol... maybe i'm wear it underneath a suit and be like supergirl in disguise.. you know.. lol
yep thats what im gunna do..
i can't wait for my dad to come back from jamaica.. it's like i can't do fucking anything since he left my gandma is so fucking gay.. much gayer than i would have imagined.. i wanna sneak out tonight possibly with someone but the guard will tell on me.. cuz it's not the jamaican guy.. oh well.. adios muchachos..
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Monday, October 27th, 2003
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you know
i tried twice.. not tryin again.. if you don't wanna talk to me hey thats cool.. i'm just a big loser with no friends.. it happens.. i can't wait to move and leave fucking west boca with all you grimy ass bitches.. boca period.. but hey at least in east boca i had a best friend who never talked shit about me..
i got one good fuckin friend in west boca.. how sad is that.. and she isn't even my GOOOOOOD friend.. but she's always there and she always calls and she actually DOES help when i ask her what i should do.. its just gay...
zach?
<3?
no
ummmm... i'm tired and i need to smoke a stog.. maybe i'll do just that.. holler....
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Thursday, October 23rd, 2003
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| Subject: | word |
| Time: | 5:12 pm. |
| Mood: |  distressed. | | Music: | kelis-my milkshake. |
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so i quit smokin for about 3 weeks now.. and what do i do.. smoke.. yep thats right i gave in to the erge of marijuana.. it was great tho.. i smoked skunk.. that shits awesome... lol... but i'm gunna quit like i said i would.. you know... some of the people i've been hangin with are just so annoying sometimes.. like allison morris and them folk.. they can be cool and whatever but it's just like shut up sometimes, gosh... i still have a thing for the "old crush" maybe i should do something about it and actually try to talk to him and be nice to him.. i'll just get hurt cuz he DOESN'T not will he like me.. i dunno why i even bother tho.. i think i just need to get some... and it'd be nice to get along with him anyways.. we did always have such fun lol.... anywho.. i'm off cuz i think it's shower time and i'm gunna go do some homework.. you know... ok.. later
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